Importance

Just how I feel at the moment... I know it isn't true..

Prove to me that I am worth your time

Because to me I’m not worth a dime

Show me that my life is important

Because right now it seems a waste of time

Don’t stay with me because you have to

Don’t make me feel better if you don’t want to

I don’t need you to care

Just to care

I don’t need you to act like I am important

When I am not

Why talk to me if you feel nothing

Don’t pretend you need to make me smile

Because you feel it is your duty

When I cannot do the same

My life is not in your hands…

I’m lifting the burden that you thought was yours

Don’t cry my tears

Don’t calm my fears

When you honestly don’t care

I know you don’t care

You don’t need to protect me

Don’t need to worry about someone breaking my brittle bones

From someone using me…

At least I know when I am being used, that I have a purpose

I’m not just someone there

Taking someone else’s time

I am not going to waste your time

I’m not going to put my problems in your mind

You deserve better then someone like me

I’m fine

Just honestly

Stay fine for me…

I’m sorry for my problems

I’m sorry to make you feel

Like you have to protect me

Because I know now you don’t want to

Well you don’t have to

You have all your time to yourself

Instead of wasting it on me

With are lies of happiness

No more whipping my tears

No more telling me your dreams

They don’t involve me

They don’t deserve to have me…

My problems are my own my friend

I have no right leaning on you

You don’t need to pretend to care anymore…

I know my importance…

I’m worthless

Author's Note

I wrote this before all the crap... Take it how you well... The best thing to do is just ignore it.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

You would never be worthless. But we can fall down from lost and disappointment. I like this poem. Sometime we are surrounded by people with little hope and desire. Hard to believe people who can't tell the truth from a lie. I like the feel of the emotion in your words. I use to roam away when overtook by B.S. We have few real friends. I would wander to a peaceful spot and think and write. I tell my children. Don't allow the world to push you down. Must stay strong and smile. Walk away and solve the problems of living with people you can trust. A excellent poem. You made me think.
Coyote

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

...I can't ignore this...I really can't...you mean more to life than the people that hurt you...I know how you feel, but you need to fight this feelings..because you know you're not worthless...but the people who have hurt you are worthless...