would it be better

Let my gums bleed

Let my nails be ripped from my skin

Break the rocks on my bones

Take the blade to my skin

Nothing can hurt me now

As my eyes close

And my head shouts

What does it matter

That tears that hit the ground

They will never reach the ocean

They will never wet the dry sand

Let me bit my lip tell it bleeds

Let my head hit the board

The large nail sticking out

Jamming into my head

Going deep into my brain

I do not feel it.

Blood is like air

There, but I cannot tell

Why will it not stop?

I cannot get it to stop

Nothing will get is to stop

Other then the sound of my head against the wall

Will brain damage fix me?

Well I find myself a different person

A better person

A person that will never pull herself

Into someone else’s life

Take the needle to my lips

So my lips shut so I will never speak again

It is what you should do

So I can never hurt anymore again

Tie my hands behind my back

Throw me down the live

Let the rocks crush be body

Let the waves drowned me

I will not feel the pain

My pain is the fact that

No matter how hard I try

No matter how much I wish it would go away

I cannot run

I cannot hid

I cannot just sit by

Watch it happen

No more

No more

Just let me die

So I can no longer wreck your life

Reviews

[Marie Harrison]

What angst surfaces in this seething write! Fabulous job!

[The Analog Kid]

Very self effacing. Wow. Some s**t went down and you put in in this explosive write! It turned out pretty good nonetheless...

[.]

Oh Wow! You throw done a powerful punch of emotion with these words. I wish I could say that i've never felt this way, but that would simply not be true. I think everyone goes through these darn emotional thunderstorms.

Your words are scribed well!
- Tara