dreams over alcohol or dreams for alcohol

The story of a rolling bottle

 all the sacrifices for a better life

vanished with the story of shame,

as each bottle is refilled to the amaze.

wondering if its going to pay off as they tell me 

i`ve got insufficient funds.

Guess it makes a better man to be reckless,

to be less intact to my feminine side,

to prioritize women over success, 

as i plead for a cigarette to the next guy

as he brags of my plead.

marijuana smoke exciting the nostrils

for peace for the moment

these longed beer seems deplorable.

fantasies seeming to end

as i become puny to nothing

money rules everything,

 i guess i just obey the rules

due to insufficient funds.

well done you`ve managed to make a fool of me

as puny as big as i can get

dreams became obsessions to a curse

with a lunatic axe bewitching every move

is this how its suppose to be

satisfaction will be reached at the graveyard

money makes you have a say

mussing tape all over the mouth

call it speechless

its a sad story as it ends

with yapping thoughts wondering.