January 21 2018

A Story by L

This month's tiresome.

So I suppose I should do this every year, not sure why but it's just how I am.

The beginning of this month wasn't too good at all and it's slowly starting to progress, in terms of health. I'm accepting the reality of life and how it's never normal, there will be times when disastrous events intrude and other times when serene moments calm the tension. But most of the time, it's just me dealing with anxiety-like feelings and it's been up high this month.

It's always when it's cold, the end of December, the beginnings of January, the start of April. Those months are sometimes indications of gloom presence and I feel like these feelings are involved with the weather, the point I am at in life, and people. Everything is alright, it's just the opposite sometimes. And that's okay with me.