Worse Yet

I
saw
her
die.

 

 

Worse yet,
I
let
her
die.

 

My best friend.

 

My savior.

 

I was mad when I fell asleep
something so stupid,
that I couldn’t even explain.

 

A matter of privacy,
something so f*****g dumb.

 

And in my dreams,
she was gone.

 

I woke up,
pondered what it would be like.

 

Where would the notebook go,
who would I talk to instead of fight?

 

What felt like days later,
I finally realized:
it was just a dream.

 

Casi’s all right.

 

a/n: So far...

I’ve seen my mom die.
I’ve seen Devon die.
I’ve seen Casi die.
Who’s next?
Janelle, Keygan?
Pockets?

Why are my dreams killing the ones I love the most?
Will it be my brother?
My dad?
…Or will it be me?