Restlessness

This is kinda a older poem I was writing because I just couldn't fall asleep. I was up for about 4 days, till I had finally crashed out. Stress does a lot to our bodies and mind, as I found out.

Up late once again, thoughts of you seem to never end.

I can't help but feel the way I do, not knowing is only part of it too.

I'll always think of you forever, and all the possibilities of what we can do together.

These lonely nights only get longer,

Restlessness only becomes stronger.

When can I finally get to rest?

Will I truly past this test?

Unable to sleep at night, even with my eyes close my mind will fight.

Thoughts of past mistakes and my future goal, fear of losing you haunts my soul.

I'll make the faithful leap, my most precious attribute is for only you to keep.

These lonely nights only get longer,

Restlessness only becomes stronger.

When can I finally get to rest?

Will I truly past this test?

It's now the third day, my heart is at bay.

Water flows from the sky?  No those are tears from my eye.

Gave my all and so much more, now my soul is sore and tore.

These lonely nights only get longer,

Restlessness only becomes stronger.

When can I finally get to rest?

Will I truly past this test?

Final night I let this control me, I've seen the truth and must let it be.

One day in the future I'll look back, I see that all the signs where there in fact.

Fail or pass who is to grade me?  I'll be the one that forces these endless night away.

These lonely nights may be longer,

But I'll become stronger.

I now start to rest.

I will past this test!!