Not Worth It Anymore

How I feel about friendships, now...

 

What would you do when a trusted friend stabs you in the back??

What would you think when you thought you could trust someone; with everything you consider important??

And then get misunderstood, ignored, and forgotten...

It feels pretty f*****g bad.

 

I've given so much just to keep such meaningless connections with people

It's just not worth it anymore,

I'm tired of faking smiles,

Faking laughter,

Faking every F*****G move of the way

I'm just making myself miserable

 

I'm tired of being around people,

And I bet they're tired of me being around them

I'm just a nuisance

 

Congrats if you think I'm being over dramatic,

YOU don't know what I've gone through the past year

NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL

NO ONE CARES HOW I FEEL

I don't care anymore either...

I'm tired of faking my happiness for the sake of some fucked up friendships...

 

If you care, forget it, just leave me alone...

 

 

Author's Note

Basically how I feel right now and about my friendships with people...