whoamI2b

I am 36 years old. I have three kids. The oldest, a boy, is eight years old and lives with his mom in a different state. The second, another boy(5), and my youngest, a daughter(2), live with their mom as well. They live in the same state and I get to see them when possible. I have a good, civil relationship with both moms.
I am hispanic, born in Nicaragua. I have a lot of family, though they too live in another state...all of them. I love family, laughing, doing absolutely nothing(lol)...I like to keep a balance. I'm at a point in my life you might call, as they say, mid-life crisis. i am finding myself, or trying to. I'm a believer of Chris Jesus, who has helped me through everything..which I don't deserve.
Anyway, I used to write a lot when I was younger. I used to throw a lot of it away or burn it. I didn't want to show it to anyone. A handful of people I did show it to, but not anything that really spoke from my soul. I am trying to see if I can show that now...I feel different...good different.