ohh i'm sorry I thought it was fiction, I'm so sorry about your mom. my mom's a nurse and I usually come in and talk to some of her pations (sp?) and it's very amazing how brave some of them are after being dignosed (sp?) with some thing life threating. i can't belive i didn't catch on to that.. I hope your mom gets better.. what level of kemo is she on? if you don't want to talk about it that's fine... just tell me..