Pattie Mallah

Well, I'd like to point out that there are very rarely happy endings but it's the mistakes I make that I learn from. And so for those who crave meaning and hope, it's in there somewhere, just back-benched, behind all the misery.
That is probably why you may feel dissatisfied at the end of things I write, because I like to be realistic, but still in a creative way.
I am not really a pessimist or miserable myself, in fact I like to cheer people up, so I may use a bit of comedy for that.
My friend says that I have a distinctive voice when I write but I'm not sure if that's good or bad or even true, so when I eventually get something on here let me know what you think, because my friend knows me and gets my jokes and things but a random person may not, and its the randoms that need to get it, otherwise I can't enforce my way of thinking on them.
Also I think writing is sort of showing off high vocabularies, and mine is mediocre so I'm sorry for that, but I suppose it keeps it simple.
Sorry, I tend to ramble on a bit about bullshit that nobody cares about, infact you probably got bored ages ago and stopped reading, so therefore - nobody will ever read this and I don't have to worry....
And if you are reading this then maybe you'll go as far as to tell me honestly where I am going wrong...all bets that it's my style, structure and grammer that get mentioned. I know I'm crap at this and want to get better so please help...