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13

13

A Poem by fern


I was excited to turn 13. I was excited to call myself a teenager. I was excited to go to high school. I was excited to go to parties. I was excit..
The end of the day

The end of the day

A Poem by fern


At the end of the day, I can put on my pyjamas. I can sit on my bedroom floor. I can listen to music. I can vent to the pictures on my wall. I ca..
I miss the old me.

I miss the old me.

A Poem by fern


I miss you. I miss your smile. I miss your lisp. I miss your horrible music taste. I miss your relationship with food. I miss your bedroom. I mi..
Why me?

Why me?

A Poem by fern


Why me? Why do I have scars? Why me? Why was I bullied? Why me? Why can I never leave my room? Why me? Why can't I hide my tears anymore? Why ..
Amine

Amine

A Poem by fern


Amine. Such a beautiful name. Such a beautiful girl. She looks happy. She's not. I love her. I don't know why she loves me. She is pretty. She..
11pm

11pm

A Poem by fern


Sometimes I'll be in bed. Sometimes I'll be arguing with my mother. Sometimes I'll be making food. Sometimes I'll be crying. Sometimes I'll be sta..
27th of december, 2023

27th of december, 2023

A Poem by fern


the night i sat on my bedroom floor shaking.the night the police came to my house.the night i cut deeper than ever before.the night my parents realise..
im sorry

im sorry

A Poem by fern


im sorry i failed that test.im sorry i told that secret.im sorry i held that grudge.im sorry i told the teacher on you.im sorry i changed.but i am a c..
to taylor

to taylor

A Poem by fern


to tayloryou saved my lifeyou gave me a reason to stay aliveyour fanbase saved meyou mothered meyou were my best friendi feel my excitement fadingi no..
Overdose

Overdose

A Poem by fern


i almost overdosed last night.i wish i did.i wish i didnt wake up this morning.i wish i was dead.is that really too much to ask?im living for my frien..