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i deserve to bleedA Poem by fernmy blood, it should drip from me like poison. its burning, screaming to leave me. i deserve to bleed. i deserve to be in pain. to be abused. .. |
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breakfastA Poem by ferni dont wanna eat breakfast. its extra calories i dont need. im already fat enough. "please eat." "im not hungry." "i dont believe you." i .. |
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my first kissA Poem by ferntoday i went to pride.it was the best day of my life.i stood near the stage and danced to songs i didnt know.then isaac held my hand.and we danced tog.. |
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8th of may 2024A Poem by ferni got up.i went to school.i had a good day.i had my first girlfriend.then when i got home,i overdosed.i attempted suicide.i scared my friends to death.. |
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Three mealsA Poem by fernToday I ate three meals. Then I cried and threw up in my room. I don't know how to feel. Everything's going wrong. I don't want to eat food. Bu.. |
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Bad habitsA Poem by fernI used to think biting my nails was bad. Then I started cutting myself. Now I'm drinking. What if I become an addict? Oh. Maybe I already am.. |
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the cabinet in the kitchenA Poem by fernthe cabinet in the kitchen has alcohol.yesterday i took shots.today i worked through my hangover with more.i didn't have lots.i don't understand.i'm t.. |
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FlashbacksA Poem by fernI sit in my bed. The light's off. I hug my knees. I haven't lost weight. I concentrate on the song. Not tonight. Please not tonight. Any.. |
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Am i okay?A Poem by fernMy English teacher asked if I'm okay. Yes. Of course I'm okay. My mother asked if I'm okay. Yes. Why wouldn't I be okay? My best friend asked.. |
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RoutineA Poem by fernI like routine. I have routine. I have a tuna sandwich for lunch every day. I get up at 8:15 every day. I have a timetable. And I have rules. I .. |
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