Star Shaped Heart

the happiest broken hearted person i know. i love to socialize and discover people, friend and foe alike. i love to study peoples patterns, behaviors and personality types although you wouldnt know thats what im doing when i invade you. im very intruding when you meet me, i always say too much and if i say nothing im already learning and need not say a word. i wanna know who you are. not from outside appearance cause looks are deceiving and I never judge a book by its cover.i love to counsel and be counseled. and i always remember still waters run deep. take from that what you will. the power of God Almighty-the trinity Christ and Holy Spirit included amaze and blow me away on an almost constant basis. ive witnessed and been a part of many supernatural miracles. ive been high from so many drugs in my life so far yet no drug has ever taken me so high as prayer in my own house. intensity like ive never felt only thought could be possible. to give an illustration... intense fire through my body likened to the heat of love making, laughter and joy as if i were a little girl on a roller coaster ride and amazement as if seeing the ocean for the first time feeling the earth rumble beneath my feet and witnessing with mine eyes the water go on for what looks like forever... a perfect representation of eternity the ocean is and a want for more. i know there is someone here who can relate to this and the other things ive seen and felt that for now remain unspeakable. and always i remain an open book to be studied.