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when I made the choice to leave you,you looked somewhere off to my leftand stuttered outthat I didn't have to stayif I didn't want toand that was the ..
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today,I was selfishwanted one more normal momentsitting across from youcurse youfor picking a sunny booth,because your irises turnedthe most stunning ..
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everyone around mesays to come to my sensesI know it is patheticto not have a dream"once you start university,you'll know"they tell methe water is war..
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how can I be drippingly fulland squelchingly emptyat the same timebecause if I took my weak fleshy handsand grabbed you by the salt-crusted collarof y..
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a new kind of numbnot devoid of emotionbut not doggy-paddling in it eitherit's like I'm wandering aroundin clothes that are sopping wetnot heavybut en..
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if I'm such a burden,just let me diewhy do I have to keepgiving you a refresherin Depression 101why do you forgetabout mewhy do you forgetthat I'm sic..
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two little frecklesholding handson the side of your chinso close togetherI wonder if they whisper to each otheras they accentyour plump, tanned skin"s..
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I'm comfortablebut crawling out of my skintoo scared to touch youI touched the others,I touched them a lot,but with you it's differentwith you,I roll ..
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if I sit still enough,I can feel my suspicions snappingthe paranoia sickens me,and I feel tears startto scramble and fry and pop,before I catch theman..
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my mother triesto make me happyeven when I'm on suicide watch,she'll ask,"So how was your day?""What are you feeling for dinner?How about veggies on t..
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