Silera Martin

I haven't been writing for a long time, but when I first tried it out I found out that I love to express myself through words. I love to draw and listen to music to help me to get my emotions out instead of locking them away like I usually do. I like getting lost in a book while reading, to be completely gone from the real world. :) Imagining up my own stories is very relaxing too ,even though it's difficult for me to put it down in words. I have a hard time getting along my parents and little sister. We all been through a lot and instead of getting closer they managed to push me away. But I dont mind being alone, it's better than putting up pretenses in my own house. I'm considered the black sheep in the family now. At school I put up many pretenses and I'm not proud of it, but it's hard to let people know the real me. . .But somehow I managed to obtaine a small group of really trustworhy and loyal friends. :) My hobbies (reading, writing, drawing, and listening to music) and my friends are the only things that help me get through each day. They also give me something to look foward too. :)