Oh Wow, Lovely.

~~I don't know why I am the way I am. Something makes me hate everything. Light up, Smoke up, Shut the F**k Up.I'm officially off the rails, you should try it. A little more of her is gone, I can see it in her eyes. I didn't eat for three days so I could be lovely. Love, Love, Love what is it good for? Absolutely Nothing. She smiled that Effy smile that means "You don't know me, you never will," F**k it. I stopped eating and everyone had to do what I said. That was powerful. Even the worst things have things to love in them. Everybody is in future. I'm Fine, just a bit of a mess. I stopped eating so I could be lovely. I'm just a useless waste of space.~~