saudade

I have been a lot of things in life, a lover, a daughter, a sister, a friend, but it wasn't until I had my son and laying my daughter too rest that I became a woman who could cherish yet fear life in a single breath. I have written many things through my life, although each piece held deep meaning, it lacked purpose. Now I write in memory of who I use to be, in search of who I am now, who I want to be and above all too expel as much of the gut wrenching pain I feel with each breath only too find it never goes away. So I will continue until I can no longer write...