...RiChiE cHaOs...

...I am out of control. I do not care if I offend you with my words. I will tell you what is on my mind even if you don't wanna' hear it. I love animals, they melt my heart. I am very serious about my recovery. I will not hesitate to seperate myself from anyone or anything that threatens my future...even If I love you, I WILL walk away. I am a college graduate but, I can not spell worth a f**k. I am angry, hateful, troubled, scared, lonley, happy, sad, mad, creative, open and closed minded. I hate fake people. I love sunshine & I love rain. I love music and I love to write, you'd know that if you'd read my blogs. I love to sleep late & talk s**t. I love the beach & I love palm trees. I love to be around a lot of people and I love to be alone. I love to argue. I am always right in my own mind. I love Chinese food and my fav. color is green. I love shopping. I miss most of the things that I have lost through out my life. I am NEVER satisfied. My friends are very important to me...I will do anything for them...if someone f***s me over...it's over, there WILL be consequences. I have been known to turn on anyone at anytime for very little reason. If you think I need you, you're wrong. I am not a very approachable person or so I have been told. I am passionate about certain things & there are certain things that I hate with a passion. I DO NOT like to be judged but, people love to judge me...I'd like to be able to say that I don't judge others...but, I can't b/c I do at times. I like quiet and I love loud. I love to sing and I love to dance. I love attention and I love to be left alone........... I can go on and on...but, if you really want to know "about me"...get to know me. If you don't, that's fine too...I've made it 34 years without you...If you do know me, then you don't really need to be reading this b/c you already know...that I am a very complex person...