poison&kerosene : Writing

Portrait

Portrait

A Poem by poison&kerosene


My despondency is painted on my soulEach stroke thickening acrylic dysphoriaUntil the portrait is muddy and cracked
The Great Known

The Great Known

A Poem by poison&kerosene


I arduously cage the sorrow burning through my chestStarve the flames before they expel from my mouthBefore I can tell you how I feelMy own special ki..
You Are My Landscape

You Are My Landscape

A Poem by poison&kerosene


I have lived in a state so small that it's 1,214 square miles coiled around me until I was blueI have tripped over these potholes everyday and these d..
Always an Arms Length Away

Always an Arms Length Away

A Poem by poison&kerosene


The doorbell still rings in my earsMy knuckles still raw from knockingI wait here solemnly outside your doorPraying you grant me accessYour heart rema..
Prozac and Cough Medicine

Prozac and Cough Medicine

A Poem by poison&kerosene


There is no suburban prince coming to save meThis is no John Green fairy tale bullshit.I am not a beautifully broken enigma.My alarm will ring at 7 a...
What They Fail to Mention

What They Fail to Mention

A Poem by poison&kerosene


They didn't tell me that my eyes would burnor that my hands would shake nervouslyand that I'd be cold on a hot summer daybecause sleep evades me. They..
Equal Parts

Equal Parts

A Poem by poison&kerosene


I am ten years oldI am skipping mealsLying to my parentsI have not a cluewhat "anorexia" isI am thirteen years oldI am dressed in blackeveryday is my ..
Tales of a Disrespected Waitress

Tales of a Disrespected Waitress

A Poem by poison&kerosene


I may be smalland my words are fewbut what makes meless than you?I make minimum wageMy Sundays are freeI have yet to earna college degreeI was taught ..
I Thought Wrong

I Thought Wrong

A Poem by poison&kerosene


The white walls I had torn downErect themselves once moreand I thought I was okay.Now they tower over mydisappointed head and rainall of my progress a..
The Downside

The Downside

A Poem by poison&kerosene


For three years I did not seeshut myself off completelyfrom the world around meI was deaf to their pleasbegging me to leaveScreaming " He will kill yo..