Dean's Mommy :) : Writing

what they will never see

what they will never see

A Poem by Dean's Mommy :)


i cant handle the way im just not strong enough.i rise and fall, i try but fail. i cant stand the teasing. i cant take the pain. i worry about my inag..
waiting in the rain

waiting in the rain

A Poem by Dean's Mommy :)


i feel the rain on my shoulder, a hard drop that soaked the skin. i shiver and it gets colder. then the bus lights come over the hill. the flah..
never alone

never alone

A Poem by Dean's Mommy :)


i never find what im looking for when i see you. i search for the answers in your beautiful smile. but never find them because every answer brings mor..
never what he wanted

never what he wanted

A Poem by Dean's Mommy :)


i see you in the darkness but the image fades. if i am what you once wanted, why chose her? how did i get to this place, this unconcious hatred of you..
what it feels like to dream

what it feels like to dream

A Poem by Dean's Mommy :)


the world fades away when i take in my dream. like a sleep i cant awake from. it flows like a stream. i look but dont see. i believe but dont comprehe..
find me in my daydreams

find me in my daydreams

A Poem by Dean's Mommy :)


will i ever be happy? will you ever see me the way you used to? please come find me and love me with all your heart, dont ever look back. i know its i..
something to remember him by

something to remember him by

A Poem by Dean's Mommy :)


sometimes i think about the things that you said. but its hard to distinguish from the things you say now. its all the same. every day. dont know what..
dark angry waters

dark angry waters

A Poem by Dean's Mommy :)


the words like spoken thoughts. broken promises, angry spices play with your tonge, making you say things otherwise not said. these things are so stup..
as the last note is played

as the last note is played

A Poem by Dean's Mommy :)


my guitar casts a shadow on the wall. its sound still echoes like the last note being played over and over. fading and decreasing into the sad lonely ..
grey and lonely

grey and lonely

A Poem by Dean's Mommy :)


pain is the worst thing to feel. especially when nobody can see you feeling it, when you try and hide it with saying that everything is ok. i want to ..