Otingocni : Writing

Cast of the Day 11

Cast of the Day 11

A Poem by Otingocni


I'm kicking and screaming inside of myself Like a child, frustrated, and crying for help. I'm over it, but it took meditation. A new perspective..
Antidepressant 8

Antidepressant 8

A Poem by Otingocni


You're like an antidepressant, Even with the thirst and torment. Mood's increased 100%. My heart at peace; My soul content. But now what? My min..
Backlash 10

Backlash 10

A Poem by Otingocni


Your eyes change color when your being bad With a hunger that is driving me mad. Oh, how I long to be alone with you, To let you do what you say yo..
Sideshow 8

Sideshow 8

A Poem by Otingocni


If you are a test, I'm failing, As I find myself here wailing. These emotions, they are hailing, When I should be somewhere sailing. There is a..
Weaving 5

Weaving 5

A Poem by Otingocni


So, every time You're changing your mind I press the rewind; Rejection I find It's what pulls me through So I won't pursue And try as I do. S..
Learning How To Swim 10

Learning How To Swim 10

A Poem by Otingocni


I began to cry, and then I got mad Because I have no right to feel this sad. You have way too much to worry about, Without me adding more to your s..
Time Warp 8

Time Warp 8

A Poem by Otingocni


If I remember correctly Time was jumbled indirectly Mind was working imperfectly Sending signals of fight or flee Processing anger this moment ..
Spark Back 5

Spark Back 5

A Poem by Otingocni


I want my spark back; So please return it. I need it back now, So I can burn it I lost it somehow, Trying to learn it. I need my spark back, S..
Uncontrollable 8

Uncontrollable 8

A Poem by Otingocni


Your ghost wasn't enough for me. Down the hall, in the flesh, I see You conversing casually; Me, reacting accordingly. My face flushed, my hands f..
Ghost Week 8

Ghost Week 8

A Poem by Otingocni


Been working with your ghost this week, Which, I guess, is not unique. You're never very far from mind. Reminders all around, I find. But, walkin..