Otingocni : Writing

Feeling 4

Feeling 4

A Poem by Otingocni


It isn't him. It's the feeling, And I can get That feeling back. I casted out, And I'm reeling, And I'm picking up most the slack. Just a lit..
Maybe 11

Maybe 11

A Poem by Otingocni


Maybe you were the key to my destruction. Maybe I was ready for the corruption. But now my eyes can see through the illusion, As I'm becoming me..
Jesus Saves Him 8

Jesus Saves Him 8

A Poem by Otingocni


Jesus saves him from what we felt. Medication is how I dealt. His silence is what left the welt. It didn't hit below the belt Viruses protect h..
Footholds 8

Footholds 8

A Poem by Otingocni


I don't believe he thinks of me. He doesn't have to deal daily With some unwanted memory, Or mistaken love's misery. I probably don't cross ..
Silent tx 6

Silent tx 6

A Poem by Otingocni


I already made peace with his silent tx, Then I saw his semi. I knew I'd found release From his silence frequent. It didn't make me cry. I lau..
Confessions

Confessions

A Story by Otingocni


Fell in love with someone who is unavailable, which, I am as well. But, I fell in love backwards kindof. The usual soul/eye recognition that sent m..
My Journal 7/27/2016

My Journal 7/27/2016

A Screenplay by Otingocni


This is the last entry that will be addressed to you. I will no longer be writing to you. My truth is for me. Since you continuously expect me to jus..
My Journal 7/16/2016

My Journal 7/16/2016

A Screenplay by Otingocni


It's funny how some wishes that I didn't realize I wished came along for an assist. I wanted less syncing, and I am now restricted from my usual d..
Deep End 6

Deep End 6

A Poem by Otingocni


I don't want a best friend Instead of a husband. I don't want to pretend When I can see the end Coming around the bend With nothing to defend ..
My Journal 7/11/2016

My Journal 7/11/2016

A Screenplay by Otingocni


Maybe my distance has helped you. It helped me at first. But now, every single day I have at least 8 reminders of how I feel in your presence. I ..