Loving someone is not always easy.
Yes, you read romance stories and everything is perfectRoses and good thingsWhite picket fencesNo argumentsNo upse..
Dark days overcastcan't see or find a pathI am distraught and lostcold and afraidI wish I could be strongI let myself downand othersyet againI can't h..
Why was I ever bornto live the life I haveall the pain and sufferingand to watch otherssuffer as well.I really am lost at times.Struggling to come to ..
I write because I need to feeland understand. I guess a bit like communicatingwith oneself from the insideout.I also understand that is whyI turned to..
I wish life was easier.I feel so lonely at timesI want freedomeven more soto be away from everyonewho hurts meand uses me even this very day.Who just ..
no written hand book tellingyou how to deal withcertain situationsin lifeIt's basicallyfree fallingwithout aparachuteand if youland withoutgetting kil..
I want to help support himbut I am so scaredcrippled by overwhelmingfear blinding methat is driving me crazyhe thinks I am daftI am notjust losing mem..
I am so distraughtand upset I just wishmy world didn't existanymoreThat Icouldjust be goneno pain orsuffering feltjust lights at the endgone for goodn..