octane143 : Writing

Suicide Salvation

Suicide Salvation

A Poem by octane143


My heart already lay broken and shattered in a thousand shards on the floor You walk in perfectly aware, smashing the pieces into oblivion, the..
Toast in the tub

Toast in the tub

A Poem by octane143


Smiling rubber ducky toast in the bathtub Easing aches and pains Singing rub-a-dub-dub Bubbles break the surface Bathing in misery Nibbl..
Goodbye Caterpillar's

Goodbye Caterpillar\'s

A Poem by octane143


She knew it was time to send them back. The caterpillars softly wiggled in her hand, spelling out "goodbye". Please don’t..
Stalk Me Please!

Stalk Me Please!

A Poem by octane143


I'm feeling alittle unloved, unwanted and silly
Brass Knuckles

Brass Knuckles

A Poem by octane143


I was born With brass-knuckles on fists Angry at the world At life I was pissed Blood, violence, sex Drugs and indifference The way I ..
Solitude

Solitude

A Poem by octane143


A deserted playground solitary swing depression mounts madness it brings Soulless eyes riddled with fear emotionally numb pitif..
Descent into madness

Descent into madness

A Poem by octane143


Love and hate Are synonymous Retreat within To remain anonymous Screaming in silence Shoot up sobriety Validate me Intimate notoriety ..
My search for serenity

My search for serenity

A Story by octane143


My whole life I have searched for serenity in people. Wanting, needing validation, acceptance and love. For 21 years I sought serenity in the bottle a..
Struggle

Struggle

A Poem by octane143


I should be sleeping. It wont make any sense. I'm hurting and it just kinda came out. I dont know...
Rejection

Rejection

A Poem by octane143


I'm past the anger stage, now I think Im grieving the loss of my relationship