oasisscott

As you can see I'm unfortunately approaching the famous age of new life, YES the big 40!!! I have had a very complicated life struggling with many personal demons. Many I invited in thinking then,immature, they would be a quick fix to cope with growing up in a broken home. Without sounding like I enjoy wallowing in self pity, these circumstances made me a very inward thinking person,analysing day to day life. I'm sure I'm not alone on this site when I say I like nothing more than sitting in a cafe gazing out of the window, watching people and how they busily go about there day to day life!!! At school I was a day dreamer! Now I am that tortured soul that has tried so many times to work out the meaning of life. Through either song, rhyme or reason I hope that my current thorn in my side will not blind people and that they can recognise and communicate with the real person deep down in me. I have been fortunate enough that at the end of the day for me(a life full of regrets), met people along the way that can see the real me and give me the feeling that I'm not alone and opened my eyes and thinking to this world we live in now that there is good out there!