Unstable Wings

I'm an open minded high-school kid with a rather depressing past. I like to write about it when I'm sad or angry. A lot of times I turn my writings into songs. The deeper meanings are usually only significant to me, in a way that most people won't be able to connect, and they can at times be vulgar, but I honestly need feed back. Because I'm too embarrassed to share them in fear of people not understanding me.