"Crown Court Censored Poet" (2009-2014)
Using Poetry I fought back against family racism, directed towards my newborn mixed race Daughter. Crown court then censored that poetry for five years.
:) I hope that for you the world ends up working out beautifully. It will. It will be ok and I just hope it turns into something so beautiful and amazing that you never want to give it up and you never have to. With a little time and patience, you will have it. :)
I'm sorry that these things are happening to you. Life sometimes has a way of falling apart at the seams. It hurts.
But you can make it through it. The pain, the unearthing. The loss of your freedoms and love.
Right now it may seem that things won't work. THat it IS in fact all falling apart, and maybe it is. You have to believe though. Keep breathing. Make it better. It's so hard to be strong, especially at a young age, but you can do this. I'm sorry your mother is like that. I'm sorry it keeps doing this. If I could make it better for you I would. But just remember, and ALWAYS remember. It is going to be ok. You will breathe again. You will see again. And you will be happy again. Just hold on tight to hope and do the best you can. I knowit's hard and sometimes it all seems impossible. But it will be ok. I promise you. Hold on tight. And delve your sorrows into the people that care about you. I know I don't know you, and that I don't know all that is happening, but I feel for you. You can be strong. You don't always have to be though. But hold on tight. You can do this. I believe in you. And you must believe in yourself. I know it hurts, but it will be better. I promise.
Well if you would like to tell me you can, and if you do not wish to that is ok as well.
No matter how much something hurts, no matter how crazy and crumpled it seems, almost like life was built out of paper and one stray tear destroys it, it's ok. It's always ok. Remember to breath. And believe.