Trying to understand where I went wrongEverything seems to be patternsThe patterns of addictionThe patterns of paralysisTrying to understand where it ..
I'm lostin a dazesay your prayersin a hazegods have leftI'm lostTrying to gripTrying to rememberI'm lostAnd is it ever ok?Cut yourself to feelAnd can ..
Test me, you know how this endsFight me, you will pay the priceKill me, I will suffocate youYour an animalRage in your eyesYou fight yourselfLet me in..
Scratching at your throatSlit your wristsIt's happening, againRelapseOh noPeeling the skinKnife to your throatTesting yourself, againRelapseOh noTears..
Something in the waySomething blocking the passage wayCan't breatheCan't standAnd it's all for nothingAnd with all the pain feltalone, crying, demente..
All I want is youTouch you, feel youOh can you screamScream when I desecrate youScream when I play with youPlay with your corpsesay your last goodbyes..
Numb again, what a surpriseWaking up feeling six feet underCan't stand being soberTelling myself that it's fineWrapped in my cocoonWith no where to go..
Oh mother where may you be please catch me in your armsOh i'm afraid of the world outside of mineOh mother where may you be im not preparedNot prepare..
I'm lostIn a dazeIn a hazeI'm lostTrying to gripTrying to rememberI'm lostAnd is it ever ok?And can I ever feel?So lost in everythingSo empty inside n..
Everyone has their cancerDeep within it burnsIt creeps to the surface in any way it canIt singes the ego and soulTo know how heavy you are on others i..