I want pity. I slammed my fingers in a door at work. My middle finger on my left hand is blue... in a neat stripe accross the knuckle closest to my fingernail. Why am I telling you? Because I am a brat and I feel sorry for myself. :-P
Its being described as 'sweet' 'cute' and idealistic. I need to withdraw it. I am SO frustrated. That was hard for me to write. It took forever, and required more emotion that I would normally have entertained.... and then its percieved as.. cute?????? *sigh*