Mackenzie

Well... i come from a broken family. my dad is an abusive a*s hole. he likes to take everything out on me cuz i am the oldest kid at his house and i always seem to be in the wrong place at the wrong time... and he likes to hit my 6 year old sister. she always seems to do something wrong and piss him off. but its hard because i cant stand up to him because i am so afraid of him and there is nothing i can do when i am scared. thats when i went through my depression time and i cut and went baulimic and stupid s**t like that... its hard growing up in a family like that. but my mom is a goddes she saves me from everything. my best friend is devon. i can tell her anything from my sex life to trying on eachothers bras lol. i love her. i absolutly love my boyfrind jordon. he is my everything and no one and nothing can change that. i can tell him anything and do anything with him. he is my life. i love you. well... i started to write after me parents found out that i cut, and i didnt know how to handle my pain so i wrote a poem and devon said she liked it and i just kept writing from there. love ya byes... and my lil sis kayla is amazing lol... i entered one of my peoms... "not even you" in a poetry contest... and i am going to semi-finals and i am getting it published in a book called "imortal vurses" yay i cant wait it comes out in fall 2007 check it out!