sometimes stars don't shine the sameand my words don't feel like mine,sometimes it hurts my heart to poundand hurts my hand to writesometimes sleep ti..
my lips and my lungsthe veins under my skincrave only youto feel a purpose againand my blood beats blueteeth clatter like stonesmy ribs are beateach o..
at times it's sweetlike carameland i smile like a dollbut other timesi am so weaklike i'm about to falldays are either black or whitethey flicker like..
I try not to rememberthat one inky yearthat felt devoid of the sunand was full of bitter tearsI was surrounded by pleasunspoken but heardmy lungs coul..
I have foundthat I am stuckwithin these silver barsAlthough they're strongand keep me safemy soul is being starvedEverythingis like a blur -a sorry wa..
I'll let the rain soak my hair,rinse my thoughts awayas drops run down my skinlike marbleselectricity will tickle between my bonesI will feel alive,sm..
Although my skin is goldand the sun lingers long,it feels like I am stuckwithin the Dark MonthsAnd I know the heatbut I only feel the cold -like an ol..
and I want younot himor the infamoushimI want to have only youI want you to want meI want to feel the electricity in your gazeand to be right under yo..
I wish you would seehow our brains aren't the sameand how yours isn't geared like minewhat makes me grinand giggle like a kidisn't what makes you warm..
It doesn't feel good to say thisbut I have to because it's true,I suppose you are the winnerbecause I have lost to youI lost it in your laughand in th..