Silver Belle

I didn't realize what I had until I transferrred to a new school way back in 5th grade...by the time I was in 6th grade i gained recognition for my works....My teachers sent me to compete and I received awards for feature writing and short stories....I graduated "With the certificate of Recognition" for "Literature and Forensics"....I lost my touch when I entered highschool....Writer's Block came more often...I was always in a dead end...My mind was way to fast for my hand....The teachers knew I had it...They jst couldn't figure out how to bring it out...I was so uninspired despite the fact i had a boyfriend...But he was a classical singer who wrote love poems in bad grammar and wrong spelling....His poems so sucky I had to burn them...He had no appreciation for literature whatsoever...Then he became abusive and it scarred me for life....I thought I'd never recover until I met a certain guidance counselor...And He was so easy to talk to but I didn't talk to him because of a problem....I talked to him because I liked him...I began writing again, to my surprise....He inspired me....Just before highschool graduation...we got caught by another guidance counselor and I could no longer go up to his office.....We met only when he was downstairs, at the library or the registrars office....He handed me notes through the principal's secretary... I thought he loved me...but I was wrong...I thought how could I be wrong when all the signs pointed that way....and again I was able to write about the pain....Even now I still write about him and how i feel and how i know it never will be...but i'm thankful that i met someone like him in my life because he brought out what was hidden...He brought out the best in me....