Not everything is so blueI loved him for so longI know it is wrongThere is nothing I can doTo my heart I must be trueTell me how to rip it out God and..
Sad souls lost in the black hole of lifeHe wanted me yesterday he wanted me tonightI dont understand whyWith all the feelings inside I still meet him ..
I dont want to be abusedI dont want to be blueI just want my lover to love me trueThe way I do for youWhy is this so hard to find?I think about the la..
Once again I blocked him over the weekendIn these few hours of freedom I was sad how he could easily let it beMonday came and he faced me with tears i..
I see now I was lending my energy to so much negativityLetting it enslave meSo a change must be made in the girl staring back at meIn the mirror I see..
I dreamt of you in Johnny castles built in the sandMy heart and mind finally understandHe is not strong enough to stand by meI stood by him He passes ..
I will always regret my sins every day and every nightHowever how can I be sorry for the desire and the need to bathe in love's lightIt is a mystery u..