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guess what!
your worst fears follow you everywhere.
theres no train
ive taken,
no trip,
ive made,
that lost them.
no drink,
that promised
t..
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he slapped me across the face,
when i tried to help him
to the shitter.
pretty strong,
for 92.
his chair,
his excuse for a chair,
was cover..
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self imposed perdition
sentenced &
carried out
through self involved volition.
carefully placed blame
repeated and believed.
leave the pas..
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everyone has a quiet
safe place
to go
when they're afraid
of...
...whatever.
when they need to
think
properly.
mine?
gray.
a gray room..
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theyve
infected me.
i can feel
it
everywhere.
my coffee.
my balls.
my neckhair.
my bills.
my books.
my god,
theyve gotten
my
books.
..
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wish me luck
dear lover
for what ive done
and what i havent
good
or bad.
wish me luck
old friend
when i cross your mind
im sorry
i havent ..
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i cant run away anymore.
$250 a month loan.
$250 a month insurance.
goD knows how much a month
woman.
she cries
every night.
its warrant..
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dead men,
don't
hate.
maybe
that's why I
haven't
felt right,
in years.
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if theres a part
of you
that you don't like,
kill it.
replace it.
take it
out back
and put two in it's skull.
make sure it's two.
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an older one...fixed...kind of...that i found while running through letters.
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