Hobi : Writing

#5 Unhealthy Habbits

#5 Unhealthy Habbits

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T.W!! i talk about calories and eating disorder
#4 i miss her

#4 i miss her

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i miss her. i miss the smell of her. the only thing i have left is the teddy bear she gave me back. it still smells like her. a warm, dull scent of au..
#3

#3

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sometimes i wonder if i’m really depressed while i’m laughing with my family. i seem so happy and i forget about it. then when i’m a..
#2 Told you so.

#2 Told you so.

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i knew it. You told me i was wrong. you told me you were different. I’m not stupid. i know how people work. i fed into your words. i allowed mys..
#1 weighing thoughts

#1 weighing thoughts

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journal entry no. 1
#34 a happy day

#34 a happy day

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today was kinda bad until my sister and i were playing with my dog and i pretended to die and fall over then she started freaking out and licking my e..
#35

#35

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the wifi is very slow right now so i’m gonna upload this later. i feel so tired. i wish i wasn’t at work right now. i hate working on the ..
#36

#36

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i’m so hungry. i’m at work right now. i really don’t wanna be here. i need to remind myself to bring lotion because my hands are alw..
#37 the indescribable feeling of utter shame and incompetence

#37 the indescribable feeling of utter shame and i..

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oh boy. this is the feeling i hate the most. being a disappointment. maybe it stems from constantly disappointing my father but i don’t know. he..
#38 whats normal to you

#38 whats normal to you

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normal. does anyone actually know what normal is anymore. being abnormal is normal. being abnormal is accepted. sometimes. today was normal. i cant sl..