poetry writes Forum Fighting Sandstorm

The pain is hurting me
Swallowing me deep down
I feel so insecure
In the midst of this town

I want to fight
Just to become who I want to be
To explore the truth
And to live life like it’s meant to be

Sometimes I feel like I’m wearing too many masks
I can fake a feeling and pretend to be fine
But deep inside I’m just scared to let them into my head
As I feel like being intimidated

When I’m alone I’m sad
And when I’m around I’m anxious
I think I am being rejected
And nobody seems to care at all

All I want is to free myself from
The sandstorm that frightens my soul
Which takes everything from inside of me
Left me alone with agony

This sandstorm isn’t a natural thing
For me atleast
It’s rather a strong addictive game
That never seems to go away

It’s unpredictable and comes without a warning
But I think I have become too tired now
Boxing with my abilities isn’t what I was taught
I just want to outshine

Just to never let my important people down
I am a rollercoaster of emotions I believe
Who just wants to be heard one day
And to find a direction for myself
With the hope in heart that someday
I’ll be found!