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Rebecca

Emotions 101 9 Years Ago I've felt so many emotions in my fifteen years on this earth. I've felt happiness. It's the way you can laugh freely and smile like there's no tomorrow when you're just sitting at a park with your best friend. I've felt betrayal. It was when he left because she was able to give him something I couldn't. I still don't know what that something was. I've felt anger. It was the way I balled my fist and bit my lip to keep from crying because she just got me so bad that I started seeing red. How could you leave your kid alone in this cruel world? I've felt relief when they told me she wasn't going to die. I've felt security. The way he wrapped his arms around my waist and held onto me was pure safety. It was like if he let go, someone would take me away and he wasn't about to let that happen. I've felt heartbreak. I could write three books about the heartaches I've had. I've felt pain. To this day I don't know what my worse pain was. I probably won't know fifteen years from now or thirty years from now. All I know is everyone feels pain. Most of all, I've felt hope. I feel it every time I look at my niece. I need to be there for her as she grows up because no one was there for me. I need to continue having hope for my mother. She has none left in herself. I need to feel hope for everyone that thinks this is the end. It's not the end.