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Thoughts before class...10 Years AgoMy mind is like a mangled web of overpasses and highway's. It's never quiet or slowed, just packed with tiny traveling thought's racing like ants on a stirred hill. These little ants gnaw at me, slowly chewing away at my sanity and understandings. All of these things are incredibly simple but easily and indefinitely over complicated. These thoughts not only test the mind but my emotions as well. Anger,sadness,infidelity, and loneliness are all daily battles. Babied we have been until now. Alway's having someone to confide in, provide comfort,and escape too. Someone to mask the issues going on. Masked and never cured they grew stronger and now evil. Now in absence of comfort these sinister issues have taken hold and have striped away the layers of comfort leaving you exposed. It's truly compelling to finally learn what makes me tick, even if at times it is hellish. Like an acid trip gone sour, your world spinning and twisting without reason. The little gremlins crawling from their holes to eat at you. Clearing the flesh from the bone until they reach your barley beating heart as you laugh a little before they bite into it. For you know it is poisoned now. They take a little bite and you wake shaking , wet from sweat and still laughing. And in that moment there is a small ray of clarity but it fades quickly like the details of a dream and your left wondering.
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