The Bipolar Raiders-Race For a Cure Forum Reading List
Reading List13 Years AgoPlease enter your poems here for the reading list.I am not sure about the point system here yet but I will learn. We will work together. Like Denise said she is only one person and can't do it all but together there is nothing we can't accomplish. Thanks.
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Demons in my Head13 Years Ago
Traveling along in my mind
thinking I’m wasting my time
Trapped within man- made walls
ignoring them when they call.
These voices heard inside my brain
make me feel like I’m insane
Up and down emotions climb
abusive memories fade with time.
A life I wish was make believe
hoping there’s nothing left to see
A struggle to live inside myself
too afraid to ask for help.
This craziness makes me confused
a life of hell I didn’t choose
Hope someday things will change
knowing that they’ll stay the same.
These demons caged inside my head
make me feel I want to be dead
So intense I can’t get away
drives me crazy every day.
My release is to scream and shout
while I’m trying to figure things out
I’ll rid my toxins affecting my peace
in hopes these voices finally cease.
WRITTEN BY: KYM ERICKSON
UPDATED 1/18/11
UPDATED 2/3/11, 2/14/11, 2/20/11, 4/21/11, 5/17/11
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The Curse13 Years Ago
Menacing is my Bipolar
like a yoyo on
a ride
Up and down around she goes
there’s confusion deep inside.
Depression felt most of the time
being manic not so much
A chain wrapped around my head
is unsafe and out of touch.
Chemically out of balance
a dysfunction inside my brain
Every day
seems so different
no two days are the same.
Controls my every waking thought
what am I suppose to do?
This curse I’ve been blessed with
constantly affects my moods.
Sometimes I want to kill myself
or hide and go to sleep
Withdraw myself from this world
a cycle I repeat.
Feeling like I’m going insane
no balance here
to find
Thoughts provoke me out of control
twisting my fragile mind.
Bipolar, is my mental illness
it will always be by my side
A survivor of hell’s furry
along for
a turbulent ride.
WRITTEN BY: KYM ERICKSON
10/31/10, 4/26/11, 5/22/11
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Treasure Yourself13 Years Ago
Keep believing in yourself
as I believe in you
There’s no turning back now
you’re too close to the truth.
The end will bring you victory
the truth will earn your crown
Just sit there in your glory
for it’s you, you will have found.
Be proud of who you have become
have faith in all you do
Control your life and destiny
and places you’re going too.
So gather all your treasures
and accept what you’ve been dealt
That’s when you’ll see the beauty
and the value of yourself.
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