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I could love you the worst way.

8 Years Ago


People said we wouldn't make it, and all these emotions i couldn't take it. 
I did everything not to feel this void because you were more than just a boy. 
This relationship was to raw to real you said you wanted me to deal with it day by day and to promise you i would stay. 
You weren't suppose to catch me but you held your arms wide open waiting for the impact, you never cared if it gave you whiplash or if you came out with a scare or two. 
You said hold on baby the worst is over we will make it threw. But the worst wasn't over And at this point i wasn't sober enough to make my own decisions and i wasn't in any state of mind to come to my senses that i was loosing myself in you.
I only knew to let go so i did.
But the thought of you always clouding my mind, 
your lips,  your hands, yours eyes, that smile. And just maby i needed to let go to know what i had maby just maby you could still be mine and we can live in a world made up.
But my hearts to barricade up and your giving up.
   And we prove them right. 
So i'll drink to feel numb to forget and get lost in the night.