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Very new, "learning" poetry, here's an emotional one, trigger warning, date rape

8 Years Ago


You Can't Control Me Anymore
I don't know why you did it
And never you will tell,
why you pushed yourself upon me
for this I often dwell.

I remember the date clearly,
December Twenty Sixth.
I took my medications,
and a rum and coke I fixed.

I fell asleep quite quickly
in my bed that night,
I wasn't even awake
when you sought your pleasures slight.

Dreams turned into nightmares,
when I woke up to find you
using my unconscious body
for an unwanted screw.

Confused and disoriented
I woke up in my bed,
you were there beside me
I was sick and full of dread.

So suddenly I knew
what you did to me.
I threw up in the bathroom
and left quite hastily.

I had nowhere to go
until the Thirty-First,
so I told my friend of
what you had forced.

I only told my friend.
But you told every one
how I'm a w***e while drunk,
and that you had so much fun.

I don't remember much
and for that I am grateful,
when I spoke about it though,
you said I was mentally unstable.

More than three years have passed
since the night of the rape.
I've lost sixty pounds,
memories I can't escape.

Do you ever think of it,
do you ever feel guilty?
You almost destroyed a person,
because you're f*****g filthy.

I won't let you
get the last word once more
My life improved dramatically
without you using me as your w***e.

Re: Very new, "learning" poetry, here's an emotional one, trigger warning, date rape

8 Years Ago


WoW ! emotional & sad poem indeed !   tragic experience for victims & mostly to recover from (DFSA) drug facilitated sexual assault. 
Crime and Punishment!! Thank You for sharing
 It's a very important message.
and needs to be spoken about and to be
 taken seriously.
Maria 

 

Re: Very new, "learning" poetry, here's an emotional one, trigger warning, date rape

8 Years Ago


Thank you very much for your support and kind words! ♥