Teen Life Forum Taking out pain

Wtf?! I’m the only guy giving an opinion… awkward… Anyway, I just hope I can help… Ok… Do you want to know the best therapist you can have? Your friends. They're the only ones that truly understand you… you don't need some stranger who thinks he (or she) knows about these things, to help you with your problems, just to ask you things they shouldn't give a damn, and to label you as someone who doesn't works or fits in this society. The only thing you need are real friends and if anyone says that he or she doesn't have anyone to talk with, it's wrong, because I see a lot of people here willing to listen and help so there's always someone to talk with.

I've never cut or took pills or anythin but I've been so damn close! I don't know why I haven't cut in all these years, when I've had the reasons to, the intentions to, the breakdowns to, and the pain to do it. I've thought about it and I can't find a reason not to do it and still I've never had the razor in my hand� I've also insinuated in a kind of serious way about suicide, but I would just do so much damage to the people I care about, I would be selfish, but they have disappointed me so many times, hurt me in so many ways, and sometimes I even think they don't give a damn about me, that's why sometimes I just want to�

Anyway, I'm sure it must be really fucked up to be trapped in that cage, which as you say, it's wrong but makes you feel bett, it's such a shame that all the things that make us feel better are wrong� cut, pills, smoke, drink, etc� but I can't think of any other way to take it all out, except of course writing and talking which are the things that barely allow me throw it all away, and I just don't know what stops me from doing something else if sometimes I feel like all of this pain inside of me will explode� I just don't know what keeps me in one piece� but at the end� none of these things solve your problems, after the bled, after taking the pills, after the drunkenness, etc., the problems will still be there and that feeling of happiness, that temporary state in which you get to feel okay, will soon be gone� and you'll be set for another trip...