Role Play Forum Maewell and The World of the U..

Keeva: I laugh, "Yeah, it was bad." I say shrugging, "But that doesn't change what I said before. You need to let HER come to YOU." I stand and brush off my pants, "You can worry all you want but that doesn't change what she's gone through, she needs to sort things out herself before she tells you anything. Not everyone is calm and collected all the time. Not even Mae."

Tris-"I might as well stay here with you if you don't mind,"i say,"i don't think i'll get much sleep up there with roe and keeva talking."

I turn the page "Well, just warning you, the reading material is horrible."

Tris-"i don't mind."I tell her cooly

I shrug "Your time to waste." then continue to silently read. I get about ten entries further before I throw it down on the table. "Have you ever gone insane?" I ask Tris "Because I've never done it and if you have, I'd like to know the symptoms. I think I might just lose my marbles." I tell her, only half jokeing

Tris-"actually i have,in maewell some scentists tested on me and i went mad for a while ,but luckily i recovered."i tell her.

Keeva: "You don't recover from madness," I say as I enter the hidy-hole, "You just learn to hide it." I look around in curiosity, "I noticed that the wall was just slightly off so I figured this is what you two had been hiding," I say with a slight shrug, "Interesting place though."

Tris-"are you saying that i'm mad, keeva?"I ask after i turn into human form.

Keeva: "Yes." I say simply, "we all are." I motion to the three of us, "After a place like Maewell, we are all insane but that only means that we know how to get through the tougher things now. WE have that much more power behind us." I shrug.

Tris-"i guess you're right.'i agree

"Well, I'm talking about the absolute crazy. The 'I see things that aren't there and go nutso on everyone around me' kind of insane." I tell them "I'm only half-way through that book and I'm sure I'm pretty close to it, I thought it was over." I shake my head "But reading that," I rub my arms, feeling a chill shiver down me "it's like I'm liveing it all over again."

Keeva: I nod slightly, "Try having every little detail running over and over in your head." I say dryly as I pick up the book and quickly flip through it memorizing it's content with just a glance, "You're stay was longer then mine, a bit more settled but still graphic." I set the book down.

Tris-"ever heard of privacy keeva."i ask,"mae might not have wanted you to read that."

"Nah, it's fine. I mean, it was just my innermost thoughts and feelings which only I know at any given time and hid with my life for almost half a year." I tell them dryly with a shrug "Noth'n much."

Keeva: "I was under the impression that she would want to talk about it," I say, "I can relate better if I understand her side of the story. Besides, it's not like I'm keeping anything from anyone." I flick up an eyebrow, "You just never ask questions."

I sigh "Because we assume that it's personal. Besides, I was going to ask you some questions after I was finished reading that." I tell her, motioning twards the book "Look, I'm not mad at you, a little aggrevated? Yes. All you had to do is ask, I would have given you all the important pages, that way you wouldn't have my opinions and, ahem, colorful descriptions of the place and the people in it swimming in your head amongst the facts." I take the book from her and put bookmarks in each of the important spots, then hand it back to her. "There, now you can get to the good stuff and ignore the pouring out of hate and pain."

Keeva: I get a rough idea of where the book marks are and nod, "Everything is important," I point out, "There might be something that you didn't noticed but commented about and others might catch onto it." I shrug, "Sorry for the intrusion but if we are planning on going back I need to look at all the connections so that I can get a really good idea of everything."

I nod "I understand." I hesitate for a moment, then decide she ought to know "I ripped some of the pages out." I confess "They were to personal to be with the rest of it, in case someone else found it or had to read it. I promise you, I will tell you everything I can, but I can't tell you all of it."

Tris-"that's undestandable."i comment

"Understandable or not," I tell them "that's how it's going to be."