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Experiment in rambling, continuous sentence13 Years AgoPoetry is the sound of unforced silence, the sound of my daughter
laughing, the sound of rain hitting the car roof in the dead of night on
some back road in Nowhere America with a headfull of cheap bourbon and a
foolproof escape plan, it is the lonely sound of a distant train
whistle heard from the middle of an Indiana cornfield where for just one
brief fleeting moment you can imagine hopping that train and riding
that m**********r into the night and never looking back...Just ride ride
RIDE that iron horse to the end of infinity...then keep on
riding...It`s the sound of the barges and shrimp boats on the lower
Mississippi going out at the break of dawn with the seagulls in tow as
you spend your last dollar on a s****y cup of coffee while you ponder
the futility of your next destination...just sitting on the bank
watching that muddy water just roll on by like the years of your life
before it...ever onward towards the silent sea of obscurity...It is the
sound of the foghorn from your cliffside promontory in the early morning
fog before humanity awakens and rrips your very own private world
asunder...It is thunder and fireflies in a twilight field...the smell of
ozone sharp in the air...but only in solitude...it is stumbling into a
Waco Texas bus station at 4 AM out of the driving rain...and taking
apart your nightmares and leaving them by the door...the knowing looks
from the other lost souls of the night...the wordless eye contact...the
recognition as birds of a feather...It is driving an eighteen wheeler
through the wastelands of northern Wyoming and seeing the endless miles
of emptiness stretch out before you like your life without beginning or
end...just empty space and empty heart as far as the eye can see and the
soul can feel...nothing but rubber meeting road and the sound of the
gospel radio station bringing the good word...the sporadic, disembodied
voices over the CB radio from other gypsies of the road desperately
seeking contact from the void...pleading for any response to latch onto
like a final lifeline...a validation that they are still there...that
they haven`t driven off into the ether...It is being on the run in the
high desert of the Mojave and coming upon an abandoned gas station where
you might rest your road weary bones for the night...and laying down in
the cool sand watching the stars hurtling themselves earthward and
recalling the faces of loved ones forever lost...and waking in the dawn
with a coyote curled up by you...attracted in the night by the beacon of
your lonliness broadcasting out into the desert night while you
slept...and you both reluctantly climbing back to wakefulness...and the
coyote standing and stretching and wandering off back into the yucca and
joshua trees from whence it came taking a large piece of your heart
with him as payment for the brief anonymous companionship...
on the road again... |