Lonely Writers Blog Group Forum Rant and Rave

I know, I should be beaten with a wet noddle, covered with honey and left in the woods for deers to suck on my toes and bears to eat me. Sorry I haven't been on to post a blog, I know the idea is to post one a week.

Let's start out by saying that I just started by new job. It's great and I love it. Now, I've recently fallen ill, and the doctors don't know what is wrong with me. I pass out, throw up, feel like my brain is dancing, someone is taking a power drill to my temples. And the worst is that it's a fight to breath normal. It's a fight to breath at all.

So with that aside, here is my rant.

 

My parents: My mother adopted me, my father is my real father. They were never married/together/romantically involved.

And so, today we went to a big GeoCach thing (if you want to know what that is hit me up in a message or something) in a State Park. My mom and my dad got into a fight. I was crying behind a playground toy (I didn't want anyone to see me). My sister (by adoption) got between them and had to physically get them away from each other as they were shouting at each other. Shouting, in the park, full of people. My stepdad is watching my three year old nephew.

So Then my mother yells at me for taking sides. Mind you, I'm hiding behind a playground toy, crying.

So we calm down, get in the car, go home. Right? Wrong. We stop for pizza on the way home. What does my dad do? Get's out of the car and starts walking down the street. My mom goes after him. He agrees to come back. Instead goes into McDonalds, and out the back door.

Do we let him calm down? No, We then proceed to follow him in the car, track him down in a parking lot, and and my step dad and mom convince him to once again get into the car and come home with us to, you know, 'talk it out.'

So here we are, at home, I couldn't cut the tention with a knife if I wanted too. That's my blog post of the day.

Hey hun, Family is a pain in the butt sometimes.  Sorry things were bad that day.  I hope they have sorted it out.

As for the illness, it sounds to me like it could be panic attacks, or high anxiety.  I could be wrong, but that is what I have and I get the same problem.  Head-aches, breathlessness, tight chest, passing out, dizzy spells.  Sometimes it feels as if I am having a heart attack.  If things are that bad at home, then that could be the cause, and the stress of starting a new job as well.  I'm not a doctor, but thought I would share what I think it COULD be.

Congrats on the new job though.

I agree - it could very well be stress and anxiety attacks. My mom gets them all the time and that's exactly what she describes. I'm sorry that your parents were fighting - I hope things are going better for you and your family now. *hugs*