I HATE Haters Forum Haters who used to be our Love..

Here's a little poem about me hating my hater,
who really was my Lover.
i hate haters who used to be lovers!

(A True Story)
Just 10 days past the horrors
horrors of your love
I am healed enough now
to write again.......and so I write
again
about horrors of your love
it sucks
it hurts
and it infuriates me something fierce
you
yes, you
have left me undone
unkempt
unwittingly rueful with rage
yes, rage
rage against you, the machine and the whole f*****g world
and so I write again
the horrors of your love
so that I can heal myself
of such a love
undone
by you...
yes, you
have left me without a friend
because you were my friend
you were
my favorite friend
my best friend
and at times,
my only friend
I wrapped it all up in you
yes you
so foolishly my decision
to love you
so completely
I let my guard down completely
it was a foolish thing to do
for you
yes, you
I was a fool for you
but you showed me that you
were the real Fool
you were the real Cruel
you were the harshest thing I ever could have been up against
so harsh
you were so very harsh indeed to me
to me
to lovely me
you
yes, you
Foolish you to lovely me
were cruel and you were unusual
MAD
crazed
a fool in his folly
and I was that fool's gold
I was your jewelsgold
your jewel and your gold
and you were the fool wherein the bible says:
 "A fool and his gold are soon parted"
 yes
 we were parted so quickly at your foolish rage
 by your foolery
 your fooling me
 fooling us all that you f*****g loved me
 it was all a fool's gold joke
 a sick and dememented dream from within the mad mind
 of a narcissist
 a rat too
 you cop calling b*****d
 I hate you for that
 for your stupid weakness and your foolish insecurity
 and your hateful cruelty and your ignorant rage
 you took my gold, the very best I had in me...
 you took it all
 spend it you did without complaint or thanks and you
 liked to make me feel bad about my gold
 my wealth
 my resources
 my health...all that I had that you did not have
 you made it all out to be the bad guy on your list of things
 wrong with me
 if only..(you would say or think)
 i didn't have all that gold you thought
 then I would have to be nice you thought
 well,
 you stupid b*****d rat fink c**t lick
 I am so f*****g pissed at you for your stupidity
 i can barely see straight enough to write this in script
 you f*****g w***e
 the gold is gone now and am I being nice, sir? Huh?!!!!!
 I am so so pissed at you
 so eternally pissed at you
 yes, you
 eternally fucked up you
 and I am so damn f*****g pissed right now
 at you
 that I want to kill you
 and yet,
 I wont kill you
 i wont do it
 i want to but i wont
 and why?
 because my love was real
 although undeserved
 real yet unappreciated------------------
i hate that it was real for me
and fake for you
real me
fake you
that is the way it goes now.
that is the way it went.
I gave
you took
I supplied
you denied
I grew
you waxed old upon your aged beliefs
unlearned
unknown
unworthy
indeed.
I forgave
you repented not
I understood
you jumped to conclusions
I acted in selfless purified love amidst an undeserving situation
amonst the most undeserving of souls
YOURS
I acted selflessly in love towards you
while you assumed
ASSUMED the worst in me
always assuming the worst of me
I hate you for that
I really do
hate you for all that you assumed
you selfish
entitled
rat cop calling b*****d
why?
the questions is WHY?
why?!!!!
It will always remain the same....
why.

   F**k your reason why.
   f**k your answers why
   f**k everything you have to say
   and all the stupid fucked up notions you have in that
   crazy fucked up mind of yours
   you are damaged goods
   damaged
   damaged
   damaged
   beyone repair
   i hate you for that
   you should have been killed the moment you became
   so irrepairable that you could cause such pain in others
   who only tried their very best to fix you god damn it
   you fucked up f*****g c**t lick
   i hate you for that
   i hate you for cutting my face while I slept
   you weak and worthless man
   you stupid c**t
   you attacked the hand that fed you stupid worthless man
   and it wasn't the first time either
   for that,
   I hate myself
   I let you get away with murder
   and so.......................................
   you tried to kill me for it,,
   my generosity
   my forgiveness of your faults
   my love
   my love
   my love
   you f*****g killed it good.
   I hate you for that too.
   You were my friend
   you took him away
   you were my lover
   you took him away
   you were my dream
   you woke me up in a stark and cold reality
   then left me there alone
   abandoned
   in the f*****g desert
   you worthless partner
   worthless home
   you f*****g c**t lick
   i hate you
   for everything.
   For everything you took
   and everything you never gave
   and everything you tried to destroy
   and everything you felt entitled to
   and everything you never finished
   and everything you kept me from starting or finishing
   and everything you used up and left empty
   and everything you tried to confuse and belittle
   and everything you said you were and beleived in and wanted
   and everything you made me want and believe too
   and everything you pretended to be
   and everything you kept track of against me
   and everything you lied to others about me
   and everything you let others do to me and get away with it
   and worse!
       everything you did to me and got away with
       how could you do such wicked things to me?
       The one who loved you so tenderly
       so passionately
       so truly
       so much in love with you so
       willing to be there for you
       you always assumed the worst of me
       I hate you for that
       eternally.