Club of DCD , Dyspraxie and dyslexie Forum What is means to live with a D..

Since this disorder is quiet rare. Not too much people know what is really is and what is means to live with it. This disorder affect my gross and gentle motor skills. I  have still problem with brushing my teeth , shaving, zipping . I cannot finish more sophisticated manual task. I have problem to keep my room clean tidy. My eating is messy and always have to change my clothes. My thoughts are not organize , I cannot keeping focus on just one thought, my mind is full of stories and immaginite conversation . I Ogden speak to myself more often then others people. My short memories is affected , I need more time to learn something . I am easy distracted by sounds from background. I have to write notes during my day . I always forget everything.  I cannot complete focus to listen to someone. And when  I listen it's not make any sense to me. I have often social panic attack and I  don't like large group of people. Mostly I try avoid difficult situations cause it will be disaster.  I have problem copy of movement and speech. I have difficulties to make friends. I often talk  and talk without knowing it's can this person anoYing . My behaviour is often weird and people think . I am crazy and stupid. Yes people judge me quiet often . DO YOU ?