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Ive been thinking I have been thinking a lot lately
thinking about what we are all really worth
thinking about our hateful confusion
thinking about the pain of the earth.

Like a desert my mind is barren
a sad empty expance
I sit and watch everyone live
they never look at me when they pass

My heart is alone and my mind conflicted
I am a manifestation of the social model
Perhaps this is why I live in suspence
waiting for a friend to drop from the sky

I wish we could find ourselves
I wish we could find our minds
but we dwell in social barriors
and we may never learn to be kind

Ive been thinking we should defeat our programing
thinking that we should make our own reason
thinking we should consider love over hate
thinking we should live  together instead live in fear