*Numb* Forum Just call me Dee

“She said I’d never fit in but I’d make a difference.” My name is Darneshia, I’m 20 years young, and I like French fries from McDonald’s! WHOO! A little bit about me, I struggle on a daily basis with accepting myself for who I am. I’m very use to people bashing me for how I look, how I dress, and even how I talk. Now, I’ve come to agree with a lot of the things they say because I hear so much that I believed them. I’m on a road to recovery, I guess you can say, to think more positive, stand up for myself, and try harder in situations where I easily give up in. 2018 will be better, if not, then there’s always 2019! I love music! Pop, Rock, Reggae, Rap, Indie,etc. A lot of songs usually get me in my feels like “Issues” By Julia Michaels, “So Alone” By Anna Blue, “The Middle” By Bipolar Sunshine etc, “Never Be The Same” Camilla Cabello, or “Habits” By Tove Lo Eating?! I’m very thin but also tall so many will go on and on about how they think I’m anorexic, and pointing out the obvious like “you’re so skinny.” Or make comments like “do you eat?” And honestly it’s annoying as hell. YES, I am very aware that I am thin, please tell me something I don’t know. It’s like walking up to someone with a pimple on their forehead and saying, “you have a huge pimple on your forehead.” Thank you captain obvious! And “do you eat?” That question gets annoying after many years of hearing it. If I did not eat, I think I’d die from starvation. Or “where does it all go?” Um, I digest it and poop it out! What do you think?! Sorry rant over lol. But I’m glad you read this (if you did, if not *sad face*) And I’m always here to talk or listen.