I'm Ugly Because I'm Ugly

I have some paper and I have a pen and I write stuff.

My name is Nikita but people call me Nik. Or ugly b***h. It's up to you.
I'm an eighteen year old drop out (don't hate) and I live in some s**t hole called New York.
I write poems about my dead brother, songs about my dead soul and books about dead girls.
I'm weird and I hate people 98% of the time.
And I need a haircut.